to my son but not my husband? I ask this as I write this at 2.12am in the morning because as I decided to take a sleeping pill after drinking heavily, my son told me to STOP! I did as I was told and I knew I was stupid even considering taking a sleeping pill (something I don’t do normally) but I know if it had been Gordon, I would have stood there and swallowed it, despite the instruction. Why? I know I would have stood there defiantly and just swallowed it, just because it was Gordon saying it but as soon as Alan told me to stop, I put the container down and closed the drawer. Why?

This is me dressed up to kill (lol) for a Halloween party (loosely based on Cyndie Lauper, oh I so wanted to her when I was younger). The theme was 70’s/80’s

I was undecided whether to drink or not. Now you know what the outcome was. I knew no-one at the party apart from a couple of people. This is me as I think I wanted to be but never was flamboyant enough. Now I just look like…… you fill in the words…..a drag queen …! Actually I am convinced that the party was excuse for people to act out our fantasy self… of course Gordon didn’t really want to be a scouser LOL in real life!