our House

So living with me at the moment is not easy and I feel really sorry for Gordon as I don’t cope with stress very well at the best of time.  Add house selling and a minor female surgery to the mix and my moods are bouncing off the walls!

Just like to add a bit to my last post as it might seem I was being a bit baize about the whole D&C thing and cancer.  As I was trying to explain to my colleague at work yesterday, in a way the internet is a good and bad thing for some one like me who has a tendency to hypochondria.  You can get a lot of crap on the internet which will scare the shit out of you as all your symptoms point to the this horrible condition and you become convinced you are going to die.  On the other hand there wonder sites like Hystersisters where they give common sense advice and place for you to voice your concerns.  No one is going to call you daft to worry but they will reassure you that you are not being paranoid.

Blogs are also another wonderful source of inspiration because by chance from time to time you will come across one where the person is going through what you would consider hell on earth.  However, what always shines through is the indomitable spirit of these people to fight on regardless of what the prognosis is.

Of beads and other things - a personal blog who is a member of the Bead Journal group I belong to.

Janet Bates a wonderful musician based in Oregon

Anyway the upshots, is that because of all the information at my disposal, I know that even if cancer is discovered it would be all likelihood in its early stage as I have been closely monitored for the last 5 yrs and 95% of all early uterine cancer are cured.   Its not stopping me from stressing about the actual D &C procedure as I react to anesthesia sometimes  and annoyance  that yet again my body is putting some personal plans on the back burner for now.  So anyway the D&C is on 28th May,  so for the next 2 wks or so I will very  stressed and unreasonable.